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About Me Member Varied Artist trami999999999999999999999/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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strange

Sun Apr 22, 2007, 7:50 PM
ive had extreme mood swings lately. just a week ago i was so fockinggggg piiiiisseeeddddd at every little thing......and then i started being really worried about everything i have to do like hw, projects and orch auditions for next year, wondering if i could really see all these jrockers...and i was so anxious when i thought about it, it became slightly difficult to breath. and now...i feel really empty. bored...yet i dont really want to do anything at the same time. iono...kind of uncomfortable. i dont know what to say, nor what to do. i kind of dont want to say anything..i just kind of want to be by myself and sit alone in silence under the warm sun. i dont know why i feel so uncomfortable. i picked up my violin today...and when i was playing i was like "i dont even care anymore if i dont make the top orchestra...i dont even want to do this..." and when i see homework and responsibilities, i know i should... but i just dont even want to try. like its getting worse and worse...my loss of will to do...anything. i dont think there should be any reason why i feel like this. not like i have or am doing anyting that stressful, and nothing bad has happened. if anything...only good things have happened. but i feel pretty void anyways...iono. i just feel...so weird. and unmotivated. and i havent drawn in a while ._______. ehhhhhhh....i feel so strange and lost. not like its a big deal...or that im sad or anything. its just i feel a little somethings wrong with me. but i guess this is a passing time of youth.

actually...NO! this is all an attitude problem. its all how i see things....if im more positive i'll feel better! eh!

  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: an cafe

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  • Current Residence: somewhere
  • Interests: manga/anime, art, piano, singing, music, music, music
  • Favourite band or musician: miyavi & shiina ringo
  • Favourite genre of music: jrock, kpop, bossa nova, classical
  • Favourite artist: mucha, audrey kawasaki
  • Favourite style of art: nouveau, traditional japanese, impressionism
  • Favourite cartoon character: nobu from nana
  • Personal Quote: you are so gorgeous
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:iconvickheavenly:
Yesterday I touch Miyavi in his concert at Mexico City... o_o
:iconlaitz:
Hey, loved your vids! Didn't expect to see you on dA too! :hug:
:iconsinnick:
hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Please coment my dvart!!!!!!!!!

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:iconhey-its-that-art-guy:
OMG capichan you are just insane at everything! soo awesome! (ninetailefox92 from Youtube btw if u remember me lolz) but yeh i have the same headband as u! kind of.. im guessin the one in the pic is the kohona one because of the blue.. i got the sand one lol x
:iconmodelmeg2003:
Thanks for the fav! :hug:

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:iconsublimebudd:
thanks for the fav :D

:handshake: wanna trade watches :?
:icondoesitrllymatter:
:D love your work! and you sing awseomely.yea thats prob not even a word ^_^

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:icondixie89:
i'm sorry. i take back my word.
:icondixie89:
capichan, you haven't repply my message in fb. it's sorrow 4 me,anyway it's too bad i can't know u deep more.and it's really difficult to have a friend a musician like brook from op. yahahaha what am i talk about, it's just nice to know u.

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