trami

ive had extreme mood swings lately. just a week ago i was so fockinggggg piiiiisseeeddddd at every little thing......and then i started being really worried about everything i have to do like hw, projects and orch auditions for next year, wondering if i could really see all these jrockers...and i was so anxious when i thought about it, it became slightly difficult to breath. and now...i feel really empty. bored...yet i dont really want to do anything at the same time. iono...kind of uncomfortable. i dont know what to say, nor what to do. i kind of dont want to say anything..i just kind of want to be by myself and sit alone in silence under th

lately..meaning begining around last sepemberish? i havent been taking showers as much. thats not to say i take one like once a week...but when i was younger i felt the need to take a shower EVERY SINGLE DAY (wait isnt that normal?) but sometimes i took it twice a day. and i kept everything super clean and the such. i guess you call me a germaphobe..i hated even going next to a toilet because i felt like germs would all jump on me and stuff.... well anyways yeah i dont take a shower every single day anymore. i guess you could say...i dont shower 2ish days out of a week. somehwere along the way i figured im not actually getting dirty..so i do

tagged by ~strayangelxdemon (https://www.deviantart.com/strayangelxdemon) ....hmmm...here goes?? X 0 X? The game is to expose 6 of your neurotic tendencies. After being tagged you need to make some instructions for 6 new victims so they know what to do. Write a journal entry explaining the rules of this tag operation and at the end chose your 6 next targets. Now let's get to the scandalous parts! 1) my bed is an absolute sacred place. no one is allowed to sit on it or touch it and i cant even sleep on it if im not clean. so wen i dont take a shower i sleep on the couch or floor 2) i tend to bite/suck on my lower lip when im doing something difficult to a point where its like im