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About Me Member Varied Artist trami999999999999999999999/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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Sun Apr 22, 2007, 8:50 PM
ive had extreme mood swings lately. just a week ago i was so fockinggggg piiiiisseeeddddd at every little thing......and then i started being really worried about everything i have to do like hw, projects and orch auditions for next year, wondering if i could really see all these jrockers...and i was so anxious when i thought about it, it became slightly difficult to breath. and now...i feel really empty. bored...yet i dont really want to do anything at the same time. iono...kind of uncomfortable. i dont know what to say, nor what to do. i kind of dont want to say anything..i just kind of want to be by myself and sit alone in silence under the warm sun. i dont know why i feel so uncomfortable. i picked up my violin today...and when i was playing i was like "i dont even care anymore if i dont make the top orchestra...i dont even want to do this..." and when i see homework and responsibilities, i know i should... but i just dont even want to try. like its getting worse and worse...my loss of will to do...anything. i dont think there should be any reason why i feel like this. not like i have or am doing anyting that stressful, and nothing bad has happened. if anything...only good things have happened. but i feel pretty void anyways...iono. i just feel...so weird. and unmotivated. and i havent drawn in a while ._______. ehhhhhhh....i feel so strange and lost. not like its a big deal...or that im sad or anything. its just i feel a little somethings wrong with me. but i guess this is a passing time of youth.

actually...NO! this is all an attitude problem. its all how i see things....if im more positive i'll feel better! eh!

  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: an cafe

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  • Current Residence: somewhere
  • Interests: manga/anime, art, piano, singing, music, music, music
  • Favourite band or musician: miyavi & shiina ringo
  • Favourite genre of music: jrock, kpop, bossa nova, classical
  • Favourite artist: mucha, audrey kawasaki
  • Favourite style of art: nouveau, traditional japanese, impressionism
  • Favourite cartoon character: nobu from nana
  • Personal Quote: you are so gorgeous
  • Tools of the Trade: meine hands

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Thanks for the fav! :hug:

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thanks for the fav :D

:handshake: wanna trade watches :?
:D love your work! and you sing awseomely.yea thats prob not even a word ^_^

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i'm sorry. i take back my word.
capichan, you haven't repply my message in fb. it's sorrow 4 me,anyway it's too bad i can't know u deep more.and it's really difficult to have a friend a musician like brook from op. yahahaha what am i talk about, it's just nice to know u.
Hi girl! I know you from your youtube videos. Sorry for asking you if you were Japanese, I though you were nihonjin because in one video you say "Genki desu yo" Sorry! >.<

Your voice is really beautiful :D and I like your drawings, they are very funny! I hope you like my art work!
thanks for checking out both of my pages! :D! its alright...people can never guess my ethnicity hahaha. its so weird! all my asian friends say i look more white than asian o____O. i guess everyone just has different perspectives!

i checked out your gallery. its pretty cool! i love your portraits. makes me believe theres lots of beautiful women in spain ahahaha
Hahaha! Well, this is as everything, there is beautiful and ugly people everywhere, you only have to search for them ;)

It's true you are very white, a lot of asians use to have dark skin, but nevermind, you are pretty aswell! :D

I'm going to add to favourites your deviantpage and your youtube channel! :)

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